After I move, Im getting more tattoos like I always wanted. Im sick of these urges and I think tattoos would help cuz it would help me get past the urgest in a more...healthy way. Might as well express myself artistically through my body since no one wants me and I cant really express myself through my body through making love or something. I need a outlet...im about ready to explode. I am seriously going to snap if I dont get an outlet soon. Food is only temporarily helping. Im talking to myself.